冒著明天上班又無精打采的生活 先小小的更新下部落格 :3
貌似很久沒上來了 不知道要和自已說點什麽 (噓) 其實部落格就是自已和自已的對話嘛。
今天就允許自已稍微遲點睡吧 看來明天又要賴床了。/\
其實 我有另外一個部落格了辣。所以 拋下這裡的一切 去到那個沒有人的地方。
那個地方允許我的懦弱 膽怯 我的任性 當然還有我的小情緒。:')
這裡當然也有很多屬於我的很多東西 但我還是喜歡一個人安安靜靜的寫我想要的。不被打擾。
嗯 最近開始了一般的上班族生涯 早八晚五的時間很明顯不夠用 但這樣也好。
忙碌的生活讓我沒法去想太多。
這份工沒我想像那麼恐怖 同事都對我很好。
今天 還有一個同事問我 幹嘛你手那麼冷的 說其實我不用害怕什麽辣。哈哈。
但是我的個性不是表面那麼冷靜好嗎。雖然 我總是要表現的我一點也不緊張的樣子。很辛苦也
之前也還蠻擔心和他們合不合得來的 畢竟我的溝通能力是爛到一個不行。XD
但最後想通了 只要自已能做的就儘量做吧 你喜歡我 不喜歡我 我管不到 也懶得管。是吧 :)
反正我就是很有距離感 就讓距離感繼續吧。那也不是件什麽壞事。
有時候會有有太多的心情 有太多不知道心情的心情在腦海裡。
「我想沒人比我更矛盾了 總是在肯定自已 然後懷疑自已 最後再否定自已。」
總是寧願逃避成功卻不願意接受失敗的人。儘管更有可能會成功。
寧願故事在是被自已劃下據點 也不願意讓別人殘忍的斷定。
我要自已決定可以接受的氛圍 我要為自已的故事負責。我不想接受失敗。
「爲什麽」
「我不想輸。」
「但最後因為你自已先放棄 結果還是輸了壓。」
「不一樣的。因為 結果是我先不要的 所以還是我贏了。」
..我害怕面對失敗后的自已 我害怕那個會因為過度在乎而受傷的自已。我只是缺乏了誠實面對自已的勇氣。..
嗯 太多的事情 心情 來不及完美的劃下句點。
一點一點的小遺憾 終究還是會被遺忘。然後 只剩下在乎的人會記得。
有些事情 如果從來 我的選擇 還會不會一樣。
如果有一個從來的機會 我會告訴你。
最近嚴重愛上這首歌。
真的真的很好聽 MV也好有感覺。大愛死了。單曲循環中..
we were both young when i first saw you
i close my eyes and the flashback starts
i'm standing there on a balcony in summer air
see the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
see you make your way through the crowd
and say hello, little did i know
that you were romeo, you were throwing pebbles
and my daddy said stay away from juliet
and i was crying on the staircase, begging you please don't go
and i said
romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
you'll be the prince and i'll be this princess
it's a love story
baby, just say yes
so i sneak out to the garden to see you
we keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
so close your eyes, escape this town for a little while
oh, oh, oh
'cause you were romeo, i was a scarlet letter
and my daddy said stay away from juliet
but you were everything to me, i was begging you please don't go
and i said
romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
you'll be the prince and i'll be the princess
it's a love story
baby, just say yes
romeo save me try to tell me how it feels
this might be stupid boy, but its so real
don't be afraid now we'll get out of this mess
it's a love story
baby, just say yes
i got tired of waiting wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you is better
when i met you on the outskirts of town
and i said
romeo save me ive been feeling so alone
ill keep waiting for you but you never come
is this in my head, i don't know what to think
he fell to the ground and pulled out a ring
and said
marry me juliet you'll never have to be alone
i love you and that's all i really know
i talked to your dad you'll pick out a white dress
it's a love story
baby, just say yes
oh, oh, oh
we were both young when i first saw you ❤
部落格的你們。晚安。
當然還有早安。其實 生活開心就好。
:)
